Letting go of control and flowing with the natural current of my being. There is no need to force things, as the images come at their own time and place. Amidst tumult and chaos, I remain firmly anchored in my Chi field. My feet are connected to the electromagnetic field of our mother planet, enabling me to sway with every storm that comes and has been. By letting go of control, the stem does not break. The bus, despite its dangerous ride, grounds me on the seat I sit on. I seek balance between action and rest, between being and doing. The principle of polarity. Extremes connected by a narrow middle path in between. My view of the river of life. Observing and staying within my field. Seeing how the earth is robbed of its treasures, but beyond these dark hills, the sun shines and the forest is green and fresh. I experience joy in this transition period I find myself in. Placing myself more and more consciously in the moment. Savoring the smell of the forest and the melancholy of falling leaves. I am learning to listen to others who live life differently than I do. Collaborating and seeing now that spirituality is often used as a form of escapism. But true spirituality encompasses all facets. Dark and light. Big and small. Beautiful and ugly. Though such labels are merely perspectives on the same thing. Ultimately, we are all children of our own hearts. Sometimes I feel like this is all a big game. Learning how to become the actor instead of Super Mario. For aren’t all goals and aspirations captured in our quest to find meaning in existence here? Everything we possess eventually becomes the possession of others. I am who I am. Without time and without a clock. I want to stay, I shout there. But I am exactly where I need to be. Until I am needed elsewhere again.

"My whole family is gathered, but there is no place for me. I withdraw and take a seat outside this group after wandering here and there. Everywhere and nowhere. The place where I settle is not very stable and wobbles a bit. Then I see a spot open up and settle in the group that calls itself family but of whom I hardly know anyone. There are also some acquaintances I know, but they don't know me, and with one, it feels familiar. It reminds me of long-forgotten times in which I no longer recognize myself."

"It is autumn, and it seems a time of silence and relaxation, but it carries the promise of decisions being made. The expected end date is the beginning of spring. The realization that we have discovered islands that are connected to each other. Without even realizing it ourselves. We know where we are though. Despite it taking so long in linear time. I enter the temporary place of rest. But that cycle is almost over. To reach spring, we first have to go through winter. It is what it is. Let winter and cold come. Because the promise of a new spring is already looming. Where the sun sets, it simply rises on the other side. Every cycle comes to an end. And harbors a new beginning. Feel that connection and I see the secret. Also, the fear of cold and darkness disappears. There is no doomsday scenario unless we create it ourselves."

"Sometimes, while creating something new on your path, you might make a mistake. You don't have to be too hard on yourself for that. Stay in observation mode and choose your freedom. Instead of forcefully closing the exit, find a small gap to remain playful and conserve your energy."

"Playing children in an initially closed container containing paper waste. Ready to be recycled. I have an idea of how the process works and find myself in that container with waste paper. I see that emotional energy seeps in. However, I am given an explanation that it seems like leakage, but it is actually intended for emotion to pass through the carefully made cracks. The intention is not to completely seal the space. The system is based on allowing measured amounts of emotion to be present in the container, thereby increasing the experience of dealing with it and providing more insight. Innocent pure energy that can and may play with it. The environment that makes us believe this is not allowed. The fear that seeps into the playfulness like poison. Passed on by the ignorant system. With the new insights, it becomes lighter around me. The darkness that was there is disappearing. Returning to the origin. Where it all began. Quickly going inside at the sight of a recurring conflict. Not wanting to participate or identify with what I observe. I decide to distance myself from the violence and the energy impression it causes. I use the key to open the door within myself and enter the energy that has always made me feel most at home. Myself. Where this conflict between seemingly self-losing adults takes place in a place you wouldn't expect. Knowing that this is a recurring conflict that seems to be in a pattern. But a conflict where I feel like an outsider."

"I flee from danger as I always have. Avoiding and retreating into my own bubble. I notice the various styles and decorations that people give to their lives. But I see no one. The masks in various forms and styles are there. But I miss the person behind them. What is seen is the outside. Where are we behind it? And who are we behind it? If I see no one, the question is, do they  see me? Or just a masquerade put on by the great protector who helped us survive our youth. Can those masks come off now? Is it safe now?"

"In the midst of the gray surroundings, there is a plant with a budding flower. The promise of a new spring emerging amid all the grayness. The promise of a colorful future that will dissolve all the grayness into a sea of color. The past, as gray as it has been. With all our misunderstandings and the realization that things could not continue as they were, we all had to descend the long staircase into the depths. To find our way back again. Just as the hydrangea blooms again and the surroundings will flourish once more into their original sea of colors and a creative explosion of growth."

"I comfort you and dry your tears. As you admit and have sorrow because you had a preference for the other. I know how this comes. As you are not emotionally gifted and could never feel who I am. Because you did not love yourself, you could not possibly love me. I comfort you and dry your tears. As you have not been able to dream and thus could not take my dreams seriously. The time for remorse is over. Go on without me and follow your own path. Dry your tears for you were forgiven before you started weeping. Doing your best has been enough. And you did. Remove that burden from your shoulders as I have already taken it upon myself. There was a time when I felt alone. But that time is long gone. I thank you for what I have learned. And I thank you for being both my pupil and my master."

By thinking creatively and out of the box, you find the right connection. Even if it means walking barefoot. So, daring to be vulnerable and taking the risk. Many things in our culture are programmed. For example, monogamy is taught by others who learned it from others. But as humans, don’t we have free will and decide for ourselves how and when we connect with others?

The process in which unfounded assumptions lead to a conviction obtained unlawfully. Driven by fear, the system creates a false trial. The person is driven to reclaim their own freedom, to step out of the wheel and declare their sovereignty. Convicted but remaining innocent. Those who cannot control or condemn him keep trying but always find failure. For the spark of freedom in his soul cannot be grasped. No matter how the lawless, oppressive wheel of Das System turns. The unjust mill is on its way to its own destruction. Like any system that runs on deceitful and deluded regulations.

Letting go of the new spiritual paradigm. Letting go and daring to feel what you genuinely think about something. Not what you are supposed to think in the group you are in. Is it so important that everyone is on the same page? Blindly following what a doctrine tells you is true? Usually borrowed from a higher power or energy. But do you know through which filter this goes? Dare to follow your own intuition. Not the cards someone lays out and then reads from a booklet what they mean. No, feel the symbolism and colors in those cards. Not with your head. But with your heart. Pay attention to what comes into what you call your own thoughts. And feel. Feel if it resonates with something deep inside yourself. Then you have the right message. There is no intermediary needed to have contact with your own soul. With Source. Sorry, this might cause mediums and expensive therapists to lose money. But you have your own connection. The kingdom is within you. Others are signposts. But it is all within yourself. Again, you do not need an intermediary to have contact with Source. You are Source. A co-creator.

There are changes in my life path that I have no control over. There is a delay happening beyond my control. There are external factors, and because of this, I cannot meet the goals I have set for my work on time. This presents me with a choice that also involves a challenge. The change of route is communicated, but I am not able to receive it properly. This is due to the noise and distractions around me. As a result, it is difficult for me to concentrate, and I initially ignore the message. Eventually, after some effort, I do receive the message. I can choose to return to where I came from, and that could be a wise move. Not to ignore this and to integrate it into myself. I would be on the road longer because I would have to start the journey again from where I began. And that is not really in my character. I can also choose to follow the path of my family, especially the family with whom there is no contact. To become like them again. However, this would cause much more delay, especially because I am not where I think I am. I assume there are all sorts of obstacles and challenges that are not there. Once again, I have listened too much to my rational mind and not my intuition.  I will be surprised because my life path will take an entirely unexpected destination. Someone important will unexpectedly come into my life. This has also been told to me from the outside, and this person has found their own way internally, that idea. But it will be a surprise to which I will react very calmly. As if I know this and it is very normal for it to happen. However, internally it is a surprise because I do not know it at all. It is an unconscious process. I have the capacity to adapt to this new situation that will arise. So, overall, whatever unexpected change comes, there is always a way to adapt.

You can fail one thousand times and take detours. But the 1001st time is the right path to success. That is the hardworking person. Not expressed in money, but in determination. In working on ourselves when no one believes in it anymore. Believing in yourself with all you `re might. In your own abilities when everyone throws their crap on your shoulders. You get blamed for everything. You get ostracized. To then say to yourself, “I believe in you.” I make this dream come true. I only give up when I have won. This game is not over before then. This is why I came here and I won’t leave until it’s done.

The sun sets and gives the sky the most beautiful colors. But the light does not disappear. Night does not fall, but it remains light. So, it is within us. The cycle of time continues. Because the sun will rise again. No matter how dark it can seem sometimes. There is always that inner light that allows the outer light to do its work. But will not eclipse us. Continues to enlighten us.

Vibration in a certain frequency affects water. By sending energy into matter with a targeted intention, you can impose your will on it. This money for targeted thought power or sending energy with intention to people where you can then exert influence with a specific goal. Affects their energy field and physical body. In fact, that's what energy healing like Reiki is. And Tachyon too. Matter such as water and solid matter are made up of photons that can be influenced by high-frequency energy. There is a fine dividing line regarding the above. Because it is the intention with which you direct your message that makes it positively or negatively charged. Constructive or destructive. And through Entanglement everything is connected. The influence I exert on something can give the same reaction on the other side of the universe in a star, for example. Everything influences each other.